top of page
SBC Logo Transparent background
Writer's pictureSurviving Breast Cancer

Random Thoughts

By Veronica Novy


Here

Alone

I

Sit

In

My

Room

Pondering the thoughts of yesterday

And wondering how I have existed

On the verge of life for so long

Here I sit waiting

Asking for someone to hear my voice

Here I sit and there is nothing left

To say to anyone anymore

Here

Alone

I

Sit

Thinking about my own existence

And about survival, my survival

As I cling to a world during peacetime

But somehow I feel like a foot soldier

Knowing that my face hides

Love

Fear

Joy

Emotion

Tenderness

And peace

But behind my face there is something lurking in the shadows

And its me

My righteous self

My unpretentious self

My black self

My woman self

Now as I sit here alone

I begin to ponder once again

I say to myself, Now Aig’t I a Woman?

I give myself a high five in the mirror

And realize that I couldn’t have gotten from here to there

Without a struggle

A struggle of the mind

Struggle of all the woman in my family

Remembering, survival is not for everyone

Especially during peacetime!

Ponder that.




9/25/96

12:36am


8 views

Recent Posts

See All
  • Multiple Dates
    Mon, Nov 11
    Online Event
    Nov 11, 2024, 10:00 AM – 11:00 AM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 11, 2024, 10:00 AM – 11:00 AM EST
    Online Event
    The process of focused meditation with attention and intention can provide answers to various questions we may have especially around limiting beliefs. This is an opportunity to anchor the chakra teachings and transform our consciousness around.
  • Multiple Dates
    Mon, Nov 11
    Online Event
    Nov 11, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 11, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    How can we dial down the noise in our daily lives to listen to the story emerging within ourselves? In this interactive session, we will come together to reflect on the personal narratives that give shape and meaning to our lives and find community in the experiences we share.
  • Multiple Dates
    Tue, Nov 12
    Online Event
    Nov 12, 2024, 11:30 AM – 12:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 12, 2024, 11:30 AM – 12:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Join Kim OBrien for guided yoga fitness with chair assist. This is a WHOLE BODY practice with the intent to move and stimulate the body, mind and soul from head to toe.
  • Multiple Dates
    Tue, Nov 12
    Online Event
    Nov 12, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 12, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Yoga stretching can be a helpful way to improve your range of motion and reduce pain after DIEP flap surgery.
  • Multiple Dates
    Tue, Nov 12
    Virtual
    Nov 12, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Virtual
    Nov 12, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Virtual
    ¡Únete con nosotros para nuestro exclusivo Evento Martes - después del diagnóstico en español!
  • Multiple Dates
    Thu, Nov 14
    Virtual
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:15 PM EST
    Virtual
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:15 PM EST
    Virtual
    This is your weekly breast cancer support group! It's a welcoming and inviting virtual space where you can come to meet others, ask questions, or just listen in. Our sessions are always confidential and a friendly space offering support as well a a bit of humor.
  • Multiple Dates
    Thu, Nov 14
    Online Event
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Join the Inflammatory Breast Cancer SBC community, meet others diagnosed with IBC, and connect with those who truly understand the unique needs we all face.
  • Thu, Nov 14
    Facebook, Youtube
    Nov 14, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Facebook, Youtube
    Nov 14, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Facebook, Youtube
    ¡Te invitamos a un webinar en vivo titulado "Citas después de un diagnóstico" En esta conversación, abordaremos los desafíos y oportunidades de retomar la vida amorosa y social tras recibir un diagnóstico médico de cáncer de mama.
  • Multiple Dates
    Mon, Nov 18
    Online Event
    Nov 18, 2024, 5:30 PM – 6:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 18, 2024, 5:30 PM – 6:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Did you know you have magical powers? We all can literally change our bodies through breath and movement. Experience this ancient practice and feel your own powers grow!
  • Multiple Dates
    Mon, Nov 18
    Virtual
    Nov 18, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Virtual
    Nov 18, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Virtual
    Únete a nuestro grupo de apoyo emocional dirigido por una experimentada psicóloga para recibir el apoyo necesario mientras enfrentas el desafío del cáncer. El diagnóstico de cáncer puede traer consigo una carga emocional abrumadora, y estamos aquí para ayudarte a transitar este camino.

Upcoming
events

  • Meditation Affirmations: Throat Chakra (Vishuddha)
    Meditation Affirmations: Throat Chakra (Vishuddha)
    Multiple Dates
    Mon, Nov 11
    Nov 11, 2024, 10:00 AM – 11:00 AM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 11, 2024, 10:00 AM – 11:00 AM EST
    Online Event
    The process of focused meditation with attention and intention can provide answers to various questions we may have especially around limiting beliefs. This is an opportunity to anchor the chakra teachings and transform our consciousness around.
  • Reflect and Recharge with Thomas Dooley
    Reflect and Recharge with Thomas Dooley
    Multiple Dates
    Mon, Nov 11
    Nov 11, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 11, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    How can we dial down the noise in our daily lives to listen to the story emerging within ourselves? In this interactive session, we will come together to reflect on the personal narratives that give shape and meaning to our lives and find community in the experiences we share.
  • Yoga Fitness with Chair Assist with Kim
    Yoga Fitness with Chair Assist with Kim
    Multiple Dates
    Tue, Nov 12
    Nov 12, 2024, 11:30 AM – 12:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 12, 2024, 11:30 AM – 12:30 PM EST
    Online Event
    Join Kim OBrien for guided yoga fitness with chair assist. This is a WHOLE BODY practice with the intent to move and stimulate the body, mind and soul from head to toe.
  • Yoga Stretching for DIEP Flap
    Yoga Stretching for DIEP Flap
    Multiple Dates
    Tue, Nov 12
    Nov 12, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 12, 2024, 6:00 PM – 7:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Yoga stretching can be a helpful way to improve your range of motion and reduce pain after DIEP flap surgery.
  • Grupo de Apoyo: Después de un Diagnóstico
    Grupo de Apoyo: Después de un Diagnóstico
    Multiple Dates
    Tue, Nov 12
    Nov 12, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Virtual
    Nov 12, 2024, 8:00 PM – 9:00 PM EST
    Virtual
    ¡Únete con nosotros para nuestro exclusivo Evento Martes - después del diagnóstico en español!
  • Thursday Nights Thrivers Meetup
    Thursday Nights Thrivers Meetup
    Multiple Dates
    Thu, Nov 14
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:15 PM EST
    Virtual
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:15 PM EST
    Virtual
    This is your weekly breast cancer support group! It's a welcoming and inviting virtual space where you can come to meet others, ask questions, or just listen in. Our sessions are always confidential and a friendly space offering support as well a a bit of humor.
  • Thursday Night Thrivers IBC Meetup
    Thursday Night Thrivers IBC Meetup
    Multiple Dates
    Thu, Nov 14
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Nov 14, 2024, 7:00 PM – 8:00 PM EST
    Online Event
    Join the Inflammatory Breast Cancer SBC community, meet others diagnosed with IBC, and connect with those who truly understand the unique needs we all face.

1

Surviving Breast Cancer provides breast cancer support, events, and webinars at no cost to you! Whether you are looking to gain more knowledge on a particular topic or meet up with other breast cancer survivors, we have something for everyone. 

2

Our standing appointment on Thursdays is for all stages. We also host specific breakout groups once a month for specific stages and subtypes such as Metastatic breast cancer, and Inflammatory Breast Cancer, etc. 

3

The Book Club meets the first Sunday of every month at 11 am ET. You are welcome to join each month or pick and choose your month based on your availability and the book we are reading. 

4

Through art, writing, and other creative modalities, we hold the power to manage our stress, make sense of our now, and relax into moments of stillness. 

5

Free, monthly, online classes in restorative yoga, yoga for breast cancer, and Zumba. 

6

Después de un Diagnóstico

bottom of page